I know I am riding fast. But I know that during the quietness of my sleep at night I am fragile as a child. And I would love to be wrapped in your legs, when your deep breath and resting heartbeat lull me peacefully. When your spirit knows that he can go on without me but wants me for the pure sake of love out of any necessity.
I know I am brave. But I know that I am not fearless and a single dog bark can lift my heart up in my throat. I don't want you to play it courageous racing with me. Be courageus on your own account. It is not a win game. It is a game of the pleasure to share without feeling yourself someone's other half. I don't want to match you. I want to feel the savage happiness of putting a ball into a square hole without anyone's sanction.
I know I am inconstant. But the path of my life is not mapped out and we have to accept it that decisions driven either rationally or emotionally are the most interesting part of life, which give us nothing for granted. Just don't be afraid to choose or to be chosen. Most
probably I will drop out of love someday. Before or after you. Nothing in me and you is timeless. Coincidences happen there, where a timeline exists. Let me love you now, where now is at the moment of speaking.